What is this force that is pushing me to write on this page? What is this feeling down my belly that is running through my body and burning inside? Like before an explosion or before a loud scream. I don’t know how to deal with it, Google doesn’t know me and I can’t explain who I fully am.

It’s a moment of big feeling that is happening and what is left is to write about it. Or to call a friend but that would lead to a different conversation.. maybe not now. I would like to talk to myself now.

I put some music on, put on my shoes and hit the road, again.